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Friday, July 16, 2010


Dear Diary, this post is about my fren which i know and now it's "i knew".
oh gosh. can't bare this. it's been days i haven't talked to them and it felt like years pass by.
my mistake towards S is true but what i've done to J? i seriously don't know.
lots of ppl asked "why didn't u talked to S and J?" it's partially half. J? idk what to answer.
looking at them reminds me of the past. awkward feelings that i've experience it for once.
not even a word came out frm mine or theirs. let it stay until the day comes and fetch me with
both of them,i'll break silence when it's about time to make some noise, doesn't count as night
or day when they're there, the coldness comes with the dark and overcomes the shine and warmness in me, you asked me silly questions than i'll speak with laughters, turn around and
walked through the path of life.
that's what i've made for them.


9:48 PM

Friday, July 9, 2010


Good Morning Friday! :). This blog has officially died. LOL. i'm moving to Twitter.
for those who wanna check out my Twitter pls visit this website @

Forever&Always/Raphael. :)

10:22 AM

Thursday, June 17, 2010

♥Holiday Inn At G Hotel.

Hey there!. :). u must be thinking my blog is dead but it's not now.
i'm so lazy to update my latest happening stuffs.well,i'm at G Hotel and the WI-FI is fast!.
having MCD now and off to Gurney later. teehee.well,i'm sad tat holidays are gonna end soon.:(.
hangouts with Evangeline See again at Gurney on Sun.i've arrived at G Hotel since ytd and
i've got to check out on Sun sad :'(.
the view frm the hotel is awesome! u peeps should try staying at G Hotel.
there's a pool to play. i meant snooker.and the experience i had was *pfft.
the hotel is so cold! no kidding.tat's all for the day.xo

DxDx/Raphael/I can feel the breeze of the air in G Hotel.

4:08 PM

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

♥All I Know About Love.

The first intention tat i wrote this post was about telling ya'll how i feel.
some ppl might think it's crap.i dun care bout how ya'll think about this post but i'm
gonna write the best as i could.i might juz be a 13 year old who don't know a single thing bout
love.but this is what i'm gonna tell ya'll about my thoughts of love.
everyone juz bow to fall for someone,even though for those who dun believe in love they're
bow to adore is something tat might be nice and hurt sometimes.
so all girls should be able to choose the Mr.Right.teehee ;).
not all girls are good.some girls don't stick to one.flirting is not a good way.i mean
if u flirt ur making a waste of ur don't hurt him.treat him good if he does it well.
if he hurt u.i suggest u leave him and stay :).but some guys are not good too.
mostly are offence :p.some are flirty type.some goes for money,and some
juz don't know how to treat girls well.there's one guy i my experience.
he's so RUDE!. he would juz answer me without realizing how would i feel and my thoughts.
next>there's this guy tat i bow to fall.reason?. he's different frm others.he treat girls well.
tat's my point.he hold a girls hand when she's doesn't mean tat he's a pervert or sumthing but in a way he's trying to make tat girl warm.back to my childhood years.
guys seriously hate,it's guys are pervert cuz they go for porn and all tat.
sry to say tat word but i have to describe it as well.anyways,he doesn't know who i am and how do i look in real life.if tat guy is poor i seriously don't mind.i only care about his feeling towards me.DUH!.i know i sounded like a dramatic granny or sumthin.ahead>if tat guy is not smart i wouldn't mind cuz as i said feelings is all i go for.if he's some gangster or wat than i would MIND!.
i hate guys who hurt girls.if they hurt u by feelings.i guess u should give him a chance.if he
hits u.don't go for him.u can actually find a better guy than him and it's worth it to do tat.
if u relli love him and u wouldn't want to leave him.juz let go ur feelings towards him.i know it's hard but juz let it go u will be fine as soon u forget him.god wills.don't simply hurt urself with cutting ur nerves or sumthing.ur juz wasting a life for a guy tat is so low mentality.i mean appreciate ur life tat has been given by god.i'm no angel but this is a good advice.LOL.if ur a flirty kind of girl than beware cuz there's always a better flirty guy .u might fall and hurt urself.if a girl tat thinks she's not fit.p/s:always think positive and look at the lower ones.there are always girl's tat are countless times fatter than you.and rmb don't diet till u go *phew.DEAD!.boys tat are worth it.*claps.GOOD JOB!.rmb girls,dun ever cheat.maybe sometimes guys might use force!.to all love triangle peeps.
good luck and start to find a new guy.there's so many fishes but always choose the right ones tat fits u most and some girls bow to have this BITCHINESS in them.*meow.guess what? cat fight!. LOL.the fren u hate the most is the fren u care the most.yeah,it's true.don't fight for 1 guy.silly girls.:p.if he's relli nice to one girl only.i suggest the other one understands how the decisions goes.perhaps,the guy likes her not happy for ur fren and the guy u love.i know u love the guy but he's juz in love with ur fren and u only get to see him with her.get over it! *shakes.think twice and get it ryte!. be happy for him and her. others might be waiting for u :p.
there's bow to have some girls who doesn't notice tat there's a guy who's waiting for her but
she doesn't want him.don't make him wait to long.other's might catch him.LOL.he's good than other guys u've met so choose him rather than others :p.guys who're RUDE!rmb some girls can even be rude than u are ryte's late ryte now.i might add some tmr or other days.well have fun reading my thoughts.sounded like a cupid ryte? i might be too young to post this up.but shut the crap out.i'm juz blah-ing out what i wanna share :p.facts ;)

DxDx/Raphael/cupid pls don't shoot the wrong ones :p

1:16 AM

Monday, June 7, 2010


Firstly,i wanted to post for the KL trip earlier than this post.
but after flashing back those places and scene.i guess the KL trip wasn't tat fun.
anyways,i'll post it up when i have time :p.
back to the title.
hols are going great.exclude the folio's.well,had to go for dancing tmr at Adelyn's house due
to a competition,High School Musical:My School Rocks.
and upcoming events are getting going out with Sonia BS and Vanycia to QB.
pretty more like an outing :).next>>Swimming with Natasha and her gang on next Sun,
Gurney today,Beach on Sat ;).and more events coming backbones are aching.ouch!.
tat's all for today.toodles :)

DxDx/Raphael A Tyw.i'm juz a human xD

11:59 AM

Monday, May 24, 2010


1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
Pn Gan. LOL.:P

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
Wall.LOL :P

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
MTV hits.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
11 pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
11.22 pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The sound of my TV

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
during 9 sumthing pm and i juz came back frm Dinner

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
FB home :P

9. What are you wearing?
My PJ's

10. Did you dream last night

11. When did you last laugh?
a few hours ago at home

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
A teddybear pic

13. Seen anything weird lately?

14. What do you think of this quiz ??

15. What is the last film you saw?
Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam 2.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Travel around the world,spend the money with my family and frens,Latest edition of Chanel,Gucci,Prada and Dior handbags,etc.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I'm addicted to Chips More.teehee :)

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'm not sure :P

19. Do you like to dance?
Hell Yeah!

20. George Bush:
Ex US hoo u lost to Barack Obama :P

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
That would be in the future xD

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
same as above

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Forgive my awful sins :P

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR Blog:
`Any six of them who visits my blog :)

DxDx/Raphael :)

11:19 PM

Thursday, May 20, 2010

♥Fren Stealers Go Away!!:(

Fren stealers do exist.there's one girl who always hurt me her name is Ng Min Xuan
she said ppl who knows her calls her more the nice me cuz i DON'T KNOW U ANYMORE!
i try to forgive and forget but u make me hurt myself:'(.u steal so many of my frens out of
hundreds.u stole Janice and Evangeline frm me.dont u realize it?.i SMS her the other day
Me:"i'll forgive u but u have to stop stealing my frens.
she answered:what is the meaning of frens stealers??.
don't act like u don't know then i explain.she didn't reply.why are u too scared to
accept the fact tat u ARE!!STFU B H.eventhough today was the last day but i ain't happy:(.
u spoil my day:(.and remainder don't look at me eventhough u've got eyes.she said i hurt her by calling
her fish but ur so blind till u can't see tat ur the one hurting me much.
told Tharani bout this cuz she's the only exception and she understands.
try to calm down but everytime i turn i see her with them:(.
saw the rainbows while i was in a journey back home.they make by day by
showing their pweedy colours:) and thx to Tharani she make me calm down.
I want someone who i can trust
I want my frens tat understands me.
i don't choose frens but i observe themxD

DxDx/Raphael A Tyw.

7:30 PM